Well I am staring face to face my problems that have always just "been" a part of me. Things I never realized I could change. The things about me that I blamed on you and you and you. Now I have custody of them and there is nothing to do but change...slowly.

I like to be a perfectionist(I have just realized) and I am trying to "fix" all of my broken traits right now...*snap*. So I am going to try to not be that perfectionist today and just work on one thing at a time, one day at a time.

My life is good. The "problems" that occur now are either easier than they used to be, or I have learned how to cope much better...or even, better yet, both. I am so tired of playing a victim and needing everyone else to validate me. I need the new friends I have made; and I may even need a little validation from time to time, but I dont ever have to "need" what I needed before.

I am Amy Marie;
a junky, a liar, a thief, a manipulator, a user, and an ego freak....changing every day.